letter to no one

dear ____,

I am going through some shitty times now, but going through this makes me realize that the shittiest times I ever had were with you.

There was never such a time in my life as with you, when I felt like I perpetually had to puke and sat on a razor’s edge all the time.

Although I account for my bad choices, you sat there and didn’t care about me enough to cause it to stop. Either you only care about yourself or lack the capacity to care about others. Both are equally perverse in my mind.

I wanted you to know that were the cause of all of it. Cheers.

from, someone you have already forgotten