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after two and more years, I've finally deleted him for the last time...after countless phone calls that were not returned. I'm sure I could have made up some excuse for it, such as he's busy being his whole musical self, but you know just like SATC, "he's just not that into me."
I am finally ready to move on...it's taken awhile to not think that he's the one that got away or like we keep missing each other...at this end of the road, i remind myself that he and i are heading different roads, and i do not want to be on the road that he's on...i'm better than that.
You're better than that.
The good ones are not all taken or gay...it's all about timing.
When he's the one, you'll feel it, and you won't know that feeling until you've felt it. a bit of catch 22, but isn't that life for you?
are you coming home for thanksgiving...and because i'm not sure exactly when your birthday is...happy birthday month!