hi, you need to get a better ram, that's what my brother said. If you buy it, my brother can install it for you, that's what he's going to do with mine. we're buying more ram, and he's going to install it for me. just FYI, cuz I know you'd like to know these things.

ronnie bobby ricky mike

that what im going to name my kids. jk.

its hard not to rant about work

its true. esp. if u have coworkers and that is all u talk about cuz u have nothing in common but then it gets too much cuz thats ALL you talk about and u dont want negativity. they cant help it. some people dont know when to quit. (this didnt happen recently, but i know it will). now here goes my short rant.

murphy's law

why why why why why. what can go wrong will go wrong. ugh ugh ugh. my hotel is non-union. they make me fill out union paperwork. i say 'my hotel isnt union', the worker says yeah it is. i wanted them to double check but i didnt want to be a biznatch. so today im really feeling like something is wrong so i call the manager that hired me. she calls back and sighs and says yeah we're non-union. ill call and make sure they fix it. but what was up with that?? if they deduct ANY money wrongly, it will be a big headache to get that money back. so hopefully it will get fixed before i start getting paid. there are other things that are wrong too but lets just list them: cant get a hold of my trainer and have called a million times, have to turn in direct deposit and that might go wrong and its money, i dont know where to go after training and if no one tells me by that saturday i am screwed for the next day.

what we have learned

everything will go wrong. smile when it doesnt! youre so lucky! i guess God thought life is too boring if things go like clockwork. there needs to be options of things to go wrong. and now we know to not get up in the heazy when things go wrong. cuz they will. its like getting mad if a bird poops on you. its bound to happen and dont hate if it does cuz it happens to everyone. in my favor, im being very levelheaded about this whole thing. i am not hating on disneyland. yet.

wanna watch the meteor shower at 11:28pm and/or 9:25pm? tonight? together?? it might be fun!

yesterday i finished the martha stewart book. it lagged at the end. now i am re picking up the reefer madness book. im on the pot chapter.

i am so hungry. no food at home. today i will ask my mom if she will go grocery shopping with me. i want more lawry's. esther lets go. i also would like to eat:
-redondo crab
-bcd tofu (its been awhile)
-duk buki
-really good red clam chowder
-jazz kitchen jambalaya
-titos of course
-really good sushi

clearly i am very hungry

there's this new thing that Issac has started doing today. he's done it twice. Once he was sitting in the car seat, another time he was standing there after his shower...he'd just be still and blink at me. It's quite adorable. Times like those you wonder how your life was before he ever came into your life.

we went to the mall but not south coast.

esther doesnt want to go to chain reaction and she cant go to the roxy one so boohoo. once again i can go to them all.
i guess lets go to roxy one. did u go to southcoast?

today i went out with esther to lawry's and went to disney to eat chocolate covered cheesecake that wasnt the same as last time and then went to her school. then we went to borders because lab wasnt open yet and i bought rolling stone and a new journal that is purple. it was $10. now im at esther's school again and chae is here and we are doing stuff online. tomorrow 9am disney paperwork.

--December 07, 2003: San Luis Obispo, CA. With The Rocket Summer and Watashi Wa. Trinity Hall, 6565 Edna Road Hwy 227. All Ages. Call 805.541.3229 for more information. Tickets available at the door.

--December 08, 2003: Hollywood, CA. With The Rocket Summer and Watashi Wa. The Roxy. Doors @ 07:00p, Show @ 08:00p. All Ages.

--December 10, 2003: Anaheim, CA. With The Rocket Summer, Watashi Wa, Lyndsay Diaries, and All That's Left. Chain Reaction. EARLY SHOW - Doors @ 07:00p, Show @ 07:30p. All Ages.

thanks for the invite for lunch, but we are currently experiencing some busy times at work...as if there is ever down time. well there are just not recently.

Speaking of language, i'm having such a hard time getting past lesson three of the french tapes...i've already listened to it two times and i still don't fully understand it...i guess i just have to keep repeating the lesson until I get it.

schedule changes suck...i hope it doesn't suck for you.

oh and about M5, i think i'm going to pass, and not go anymore. Sorry I should have said something sooner, but it's just that i feel a bit past seeing those "big" name bands now...not that they are as big as like NSync, but you know what i mean right? and the drive...4 hours...what hell!!! and honestly i just don't have the money...yep...that's my final decision.

"take that and that and that and that..."

i got the italian cds yesterday

im sorry u had a bad day. and its no so far from the truth: we are far away. kinda.

this person from disney called about my 'schedule' and i called bad and she didnt call and im annoyed cuz now im concerned that the schedule will change at the last minute. ugh.

the concert was good. we got there last minute for many unavoidable reasons. we were there on campus and everything an hour b4 but we had dinner/pick up the tickets issues.

i dunno what to do today again. i always think of something though. 3rd st i guess. i didnt go yesterday.

i don't think...it's a bit early for me to be talking about that time...i love we're conversing on this as if i'm really far away and do not see you at all.

"i'm good with or without you."

what time on sat are u going to angelas thing? is april going

today am going to a dance show with cyn. must be there by 6pm
so i have 5 hrs. one hour will be for showering and getting ready. one hour driving. so i have 3 hrs in which to do something. well then. i dunno.

just reading your italian post again...reminds me of friends..

"we're starting with apple..." from that episode of where they were doing the game show to bet for their apartment for the chick and the duck...

an american president is on on TBS, but it's got commercials...BOO to commercials.

today i got my bn order in the mail and read the american beauty and pulp fiction scripts. scripts are great. almost as great as watching the movie. now i have to buy those movies. also read half of the martha stewart book. i dont really get the big deal so far. when people are young they do stupid things and let emotions run their lives. she is like way older and the guy is over analyzing her childhood and young adult actions. if i had to account for my actions prior to a month ago i'd be like, im not like that anymore.

andy, cyns bro, got stuck but i didnt get my phone cuz i was running but he found a ride anyway.

wait. it's STAR 1969...like #1969, but * I just wanted to make sure that was clear...I know you probably would get it...but well incase slow people don't get it...ergh, well if they didn't get it, would I really want them to be coming to mi casa????

My purse from Queen Bee finally came!!! Yay me! Proud Owner of a new purse...I show you next time. I wanted tomorrow off, but nope...David already had things lined up for me to do tomorrow...at least he's got things he needs to do, and I need to be there as well. I think also that I'm just going to take the mail key from my sister, so that I'll just pick up the mail when i get home since I park freakin far anywhy...the gate access code. *1969. remember that so when you come over you just punch the code...no need for me to run down there and open it for you...case of laziness...i'm going to repeat all that information on my own blogger...FYI.

i bought undies online
bodyhints.com...from lucky this month

i love how you are doing stuff online but not 'online' if u catch my drift.
in reply: i read someone's xanga and it was cute cuz he traveled for business and wrote so everyone could know whats going on. i dont travel, but i think its nice how i can read u guys' stuff and know what youre doing. so i guess it would be nice if i had something. its not like im giving out the info. but if asked, i guess this is my public life.

so its this sat right?
i think i should learn italian...u learn french and german and i learn italian. there are others but we'll start with those.

Just wanted to tell to you that on the 15th we're going to Angela's birthday party

Location:  Tangier Lounge 2138 Hillhurst Ave, Los Feliz, CA View Map
When:  Saturday, November 15, 7:30pm

Hello friends! I hope you can make it out on November 15th to celebrate my 25th birthday. Drinks/appetizers and such will be at Tangier Lounge in Los Feliz (www.tangierrestaurant.net). If you are up to it, we plan to move the party to Club Bang (www.clubbang.net) in Hollywood. Hope you can make it out! See you soon!

Yep, I've replied for three...this means me plus maybe vicky plus maybe esther...Vicky's required to go cuz I'm going, Esther...it's up to her if she wants to go. April's going as well I think, cuz she asked me if we were going. I replied that since this was a birthday deal, it's hard to say no...get it?

I don't have any plans that Saturday so that's all...

why all of a sudden wanting to be found?? or able to be contactable?

this should do it...
to do:
buy 8X12 frames for family
buy frame for esther's van gogh
buy work shoes
buy undies
buy purse
finish living history
finish other books lying around
christmas gifts
go to ortho again on thurs

lets get rid of all the old posts

surgery was ok i have foil in my mouth now. ghetto fab.

i saw elf on fri with esther and chae. it wasnt as good as i thought it would be, big disappoint.

cooked a crapload of mashed potatoes for jane's dinner last night. it went well. we didnt run out of food.

today i made my aunt's gift of cruise pix. i also added to me and mary's scrapbook.

really nothing new. should i paint? its so messy. i bought some canvases so i guess using them would be ideal. wed im going to see some dance show with cyn.

today my ortho called at 8am and said can u come in now. i was supposed to go in at 9. so i get outta bed and go. but it works out cuz i got a flu shot at 9am so it wasnt too crowded. yay about finally getting a flu shot. if youre not over 60 or terminally ill and have no insurance its hard to get one. it was $15. not bad cuz it was convenient and fast.

i have to go back to ortho at 330pm for more surgery. this time his idea is to cut gum. dont i need my gum, i said. no no, itll be ok. sometimes i dont get what he is doing and if he's just saying itll be ok cuz if he told me the truth i would freak out.

decided to make a place where people can actually read it.
so if i disappear u will still know where to find me.