hk

my dad says he'll buy my ticket tomorrow and we talked about dates an
stuff. cross fingers!

10 things i hate about you is on tv!!!!
yay for the weekend!!

more mtv-head thoughts

the kids on those mtv shows always say "it's my life; i can do what i want"
that is true only to a point. cuz if you want to be a good person, you
wouldn't do certain things cuz it will just alienate you from others.
kids are dumb. i was a kid, i was dumb, i am still a kid with certain
things which means i am still dumb with certain things.

i was thinking about that date definition too. cuz i went out to
dinner last night with a different old co-worker from la. i think i am
re-categorizing these as "dinners" insted of dates. like, "i went to
dinner just to see what was going on."
date is when two people really like each other and want to definitely
see where it is going or want to hook up. so far i have not been on
one of those since.

imu mlee happy cny

early

i cant remember it being easy to get up at 430am to be at work by 6am
i get up at 7am now. and thats early.
im gonna sleep at 11pm and get up 7am and i feel like im not gonna get
enough sleep...but i guess cuz i feel sick

i just cant remember those days. i was crazy!

see the bangs....

what?! so NOT the crazy!!

uh, excuse me, but mary is just as crazy if not craziER than all of us. we are all crazy. that's right, i said. and i'll say it again! CA-RAY-GEEE

what is funnier is that mary WOULD be a mammal cuz she is so normal like that

normal.

hahaha. its funny that you wrote mammal.. cuz yesterday we decided:
vicky: reptile
cyn: rodent
est: marsupial

...mammal

RODENT, MARSUPIAL, or REPTILE??

yeah i look round when i have bangs and complain about them until they
grow out. no complaining! no round!

hm... you don't look good with bangs?

thanks, ok no bangs here. no bang zone!

please do not cut bangs. maybe long bangs like when u had the deck hair. the deck hair was cute.

so they show the nighttime mtv shows at like 430pm as well BEFOREHAND. so they are premiering earlier! they do that with "world premiere" music videos too. they like to try them out beforehand first, but i dont know why cuz they dont have time to change them before the real premiere.

also, when they show the commercials, they are better than the real show
sigh. yet i still watch it to find out what happens. so u watch the whole half hour for some small tidbit of info you cant get unless u watch. grr!

that is all i watch now. im an mtv-head

annoyed.

i dont want to live at home anymore. but no choices until im out of school! oi!

also, am thinking of cutting bangs (seeing suchin pak on mtv with them) but am remembering everytime i cut them that i desperately want to grow them out.

i have applied to sony pictures and fox fuel tv for internships
let's hope those job postings were not out of date and that these positions actually exist

mostly i am annoyed

i have cancelled my citibank
i hate citibank! (long story)