that broken wing movie is foriegn right? what made u want to see it? it looks eh.

well here i am at work again...super early. no one else is up. nothing to do one my breaks. its great (not)

that sucks about cookies...this is just a part of the whole crap day...feel better by thinking about other things like...whore it up thursdays...fat tuesdays and hump wednesdays and sex saturdays...and rainy sundays...and the case of the Mondays....ohoh, good shirt idea. the case of the mondays...

i officially cant get email at work. (aol or yahoo) cuz they turned off cookies. i will try to reverse it but oh well it doesnt matter cuz i have blog

and so here i am at work trying not to do anything to really screw me up. i shouln't be here. and there's no way im going home early because there are a lot of check ins left and everyone called sick. damn.

anyhow...

the room is taken anyways by john ruste's uncle. so its ok that it is far and i will just keep looking. but it was nice to see it yesterday and now we have something to compare to when we look at other places.

I could bring you late lunch?

an emotional quiz

Your Strongest Emotional Category is:
Pressure Performance
Recognizing your emotional strengths is important. For example, strong assertiveness can be positive, assuming you are not domineering in conversations and relationships. Strong empathy can be beneficial, as long as you don't put the interests of others before your own well-being. Moderation is the key to successfully handling your emotions.


Your Weakest Emotional Category is:
Emotional Expression
Knowing your emotional weaknesses allows you to alter your lifestyle to improve your social interactions, time spent with family, problems in your relationships, communication between friends, workplace attitude and efficiency, emotional stability and many other daily situations in which your emotional aptitude is utilized and challenged.

this tells me nothing....

are u bringing me breakfast? mcdonalds!!

yay me i wore my hair up today. smart vicky. cuz i worked early and i dont look so messy now

hello there...the angel from my nightmare...

sch for next week

sun 745a
mon 345p
tues 100p
wed 200p
th off
fri off
sat 700a

working an extra shift today for fun. only till 1030p then tomorrow at 630am

ay, i'm working 2-5:30pm tmrw... so where shall i meet you afterward?

you're missing the best part of the day....

cuz its 8 f*ing am thats why

why wont u wake up....

i look like a mess. i should have put my hair in a ponytail. so if u get up too early or work too late u look like a mess. cant help it.

2004-went to work and jp's bbq. saw peter min again cuz he came back for a semester from berklee school of music. it was a big reunion. also saw ted's friend daniel park again. its amazing how much people remember about u. i thought i was the only one that remembered stuff

sunday 7a
monday 7a
tuesday 9a
wednesday 5:15a
thursday off
friday off
saturday 6:30a

all mornings? i dunno what happened. wasnt i all nights just 2 weeks ago?

valentines recap:

1996-i was with the first ex. i was sick that day though. but he came over later and gave me an i love you bear. i was embarrassed. that was the time that i didnt really want to be with him and was getting a lot of teasing cuz i was with him. i couldnt handle the 9th grade pressure.

1997-spent the day with lani and connie. amy chang called me and was surprised i was at home with friends. we talked about the first ex that i was getting over. it was an ok day. lani bought me a valentines gram so i wouldnt feel bad about the first ex, but i was just disappointed that it wasnt from him.

1998-im not sure. i guess i was with thang and lani and them though. oh yeah. lani and tuan were together. and he came to school on that day and brought lani food. it was very mushy.

1999-now i was with tuan. (how wrong is that) and it was the first valentines. we went to huntington library, 3rd st and the pier, and to wolfgang puck. he got me glass roses so they wouldnt die. he was the sick the whole day so it was kinda sweet. i remember it was sunday cuz i had to skip church to go out with him. this day was fun, but a bit pressurey since we had just gotten together and it was all new.

2000-me and tuan (the ex) had just gotten back together and this was the best valentines ive ever had. i got the prettiest box from godiva and a photo album and matching frame and a big balloon heart on a really long string that he made me wear all day. we went to disneyland and blue bayou and my balloon kept hitting people it was funny. then we hung out all night at home. it was nice

2001-this was 2 months before we broke up. but this is the time the ex got me the ring. i still have it. top drawer right. the rest of the day was non-exciting.

2002-broken up. i spent the day with esther watching the olympics, men's skating finals. my mom called us sad girls and we were mad (and still are) over the pressure to be with someone. whats the big deal anyhow??

2003-me and est and mary hung out and watched movies. thas it

2004-i dont know yet. paint my room?

paint room tomorrow? maybe. i should def buy the paint myself though

Gemini:

FEBURARY 09 - FEBURARY 15 Right now, alot of areas in your life seem to be testing your patience. Take a breath and ease on through.All is due to smooth out soon. Your lucky day is Monday

another day in this world...another epiphany. cemented that i am NOT phony (not that i thought i was for over 5 mins).
wanted to buy shoes at niketown. but just couldnt make it.
redid room somemore and did ALL my laundry. 4 loads. thats a record for me! that is how long i havent done laundry...
saw cousin's new car and new braces. the end

yesterday...2.10.04...we went to ikea. list: 2 pillows,comforter cover,quilt for $60.00, frame, drawing paper, sheets.

to buy at a later date [with Boy to carry...My brother, sunny...]Billy bookcase, for $39.00 dark metallic.

the end...( as dicated and typed by Mary)

look at me research....

so at MTV its KAHN...how i thought it was

on korean and spanish media (dont ask) its KHAN. like genghis khan.

im going to go with the spelling i thought it was cuz i want to. whats with foreign publications

thanks to mar for the PRO and CON list. its the new technology for solving problems. the best invention since the coin flip!

khan. right. why did i think it was kahn? that doesn even look right

just for you vicks...I'd wear his name in Korean on me...

lets turn my ambition into profit...oi

hehe eeeeeeeeeh.

my sch.
its super great! maybe my ulcer will go away

sun 10a-6:30p
mon 9a-5:30p
tu 1p-9:30
wed 1p-9:30p
th OFF
fr OFF
sat 10a-6:30p

ay i never knew i could post here. i must not be paying attention. i love u. eeeeh.. thats supposed to be that sound u make a silly wide smile.

today 8a-5:30p (one more hour)
th OFF
fri GY 10p
sat 4p-1230midnight

i got sat off GY yesssss!!!

its very fitting, but arent all horoscopes always like that??

i think i would benefit if i was more confident. not that im not. but if i was more it would be better. i dont think i am enough. i dont want to be too much, but was of right now i think i need to be more.

i....never....thought about...the law school thing. i wont work a real job, but i will still do the mlee.inc cuz thats a passion and not a real job.

Gemini (May 21-June 21). If you want to be very productive, shut the door, and get down to business. Your desire and passion will eventually make you very wealthy, as well as socially appealing. Scope out ways to turn your ambition into profit.

question...so when you get into law school, you're just going to go to law school right? and not work?

i am totally glad that i will not be a permanent member of graveyard. i will work it sometimes but max 1 day a week. i will be working fri and sat this week though. nothing else is new except working graveyard but that is over now so onto the next new thing that will pop up.

u think that after u solve the current problem, life will just be ok. but something invariably pops up again. u dont think it will but it does. we should jsut know that stuff happens automatically. why is it like that i suppose? even now i feel like now that the last 2 dramatic things have ended recently its quiet now and on with a hum drum life. but u end up being caught in another case of unexpectedness and u just want it to end. even with boys. i feel like another one will never appear again and im done with them but one then does and youre like where did this come from. then it ends and u think the same thing 'oh boring life for me from now on' but it never is. do u think some people genuinely have boring lives? all the time? that would be crazy too. maybe normal to them IS boring and they are ok and they dont need stuff to happen to them to feel satisfied with life.

i guess the moral of the story is stuff will happen to you even if u think it wont ever again. it just will pop up

i see it...

i totally overlooked that your fortune cookie said that thing about the future and taking a chance. how appropriate. so maybe i am a charmer after then too.

okay i'm shutting down my computer now...enjoy your night at work, and let me know if you would not like to go to the hair thing...you might want to be sleeping.

maybe you can see this one