i demand immediacy. sometimes i really can't see the big picture, all i can see is this god-forsaking moment being terrible in itself.

i need to learn how to see the end, how it all comes together and that this one moment need not break me.

i feel it will all be okay after this particular thing is over, but what if its not, what if im just running. that it why i need to deal with real issue here.

i dont know.

this countdown in killing me. only 2 and a half shifts left but i am goin' crazy!
miko got bit by another dog. blame my parents.

piano bars are super fun! the rockin taco cantina in downtown fullerton.. they played a lot of old rock songs. and its a very interactive fun. =) yes.. i don't know what else is in seattle. besides the pike marketplace, space needle.. i really should look through the seattle book i bought.

seattle to do list

1. chopsticks-supposedly the best dueling piano bar ever
2. aquarium
3. museum
4. 7/14 friday is the fray with augustana, $18.00 at someplace called the showbox
5. go to "palomino" that place mary went to with a good martini
6. ?

more later...

yes I am jealous... :sigh: all these people. You know you shoulda been super uncool and asked him to sign something for me. oh wells. ::sam::

so the highlights of my days...deciding whether or not to go to see, "she's the man" i know i know, it's an old movie, but hey, it looks sorta interesting, and totally up my alley.

i think I may go to the craft store again today, if I can convience my mother to drive me...once I get my license here in taiwan...i'm totally asking for a cute March, it's a Nissan car...or the helmet car. anyway...

i'm thinking i'll be able to come home soon...cuz i'm waiting for my new ID card (cuz I lost it, and besides I need to get a new one cuz they are changing the format), then I can get a new passport ( I accidently washed my passport...it is now water logged.), then I can go apply for a new visa...all the proper channels. Yep..so soon. it all hangs in the balance now... so hold your breath for me.

my brother is coming home. It's going to be the first time that everyone of our family is actually on the same landmass. what an occassion.

when's your brother's wedding? just wondering...

that is all i suppose. you should download skype.com...that is all.

cheers