well if you want to think too much into that.

there are people that just get married the ONE TIME.

you shouldn't read too much into that weird encounter.

there being said. stop thinking about it.

***

maybe it was a joke.

by chance

as i was walking from bn to target, i walked by this girl who was talking into her cell. by chance, right as i walked by she said to the person on the phone "well you know how they say 'the first time you marry for love and the second time you marry for money', ha-ha-ha..."
i wonder if i was meant to hear that. but what does that mean?
i mean, yes, its a pretty direct statement but it still leaves something for me to think about
...just don't think too hard

men's pocky!

what makes it "men's"?? that it is dark chocolate! *gasp* does that mean i am a man cuz i like dark chocolate? so sexist! i love dark chocolate and am a girl!

oh Gavin is yummy!!!

I am totally in love with him...

Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?
I haven't felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean?
And we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet

So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through

These reeling emotions they just keep me alive
They keep me in tune
Oh, look what I'm holding here in my fire
This is for you

Am I too obvious to preach it
You're so hypnotic on my heart

So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through

The words you say to me are unlike anything
That's ever been said
And what you do to me is unlike anything
That's ever been

Am I too obvious to preach it
You're so hypnotic on my heart

So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday

So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
You're gonna have to follow

Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?

follow through-gavin degraw

perhaps you should just do what you want. neither resist nor accept. just be zen. all the time.. zen.

i get confused when the following situation happens (watch closely):
1. i don't like something mainstream and there is a period where i resist it
2. i am forced to accept it because it just becomes routine and i stop thinking about it
3. one day, several years later, i mention it to someone and it has miraculously went "out" of style
this is the point i become confused because i hated it, begrudgingly HAD to accept it, and then years later it is OUT. i guess my mindset that lead me to accept it is that it is going to be around forever and i might as well just accept it as a way of life. in other words, i am accepting it because i am under the assumption it is going to be around FOR-EVER. but if it is just going out of style one day, i didnt even need to bother with accepting it briefly.

i guess i am using the word "confused" because...i thought it was going to be around forever! how come it is suddenly irrelevant?
then this leads to irritation with myself...i should have followed my instinct and known that it was a fluke...and i never even needed to accept it!

sigh. i irritate myself.

is it working??

don't cut your hair short. don't do it! just get it cut shorter. but don't hack it all off.

let's start over