timing

this (lunar) year's lesson: the guys that you want to call you don't and the ones that you don't want to call you do. "call" applies to email/text/call/fb.

i suppose you can chalk it up to timing. you're into some guy, while he's into some other girl. then when he's into you suddenly, you're now into some other guy. then when you least expect it, those pesky ex's crawl out of the woodworks at the same time.

on a shallow level, this is annoying. on a deeper level, it is a mystery of the world why timing is such an issue. if you or him or the world is not ready...it's not going to happen.

i wonder if i am lamely holding onto hope that the timing will work out for me one day. i guess it has been in my favor on some occasions, so maybe hoping is not so lame.

in the short run, i am comicly annoyed.