the past

sometimes i wish i could go back to the way things were, just for one day
there are many "the way things were":
-when i used to ditch class and go eat with mary
-going to the starbucks across from work or on pico & robertson with hatsumi
-etc (many others but im not going to waste time)

you still know these people but you cant just go back (again, not that you want to, but it would be nice for one day). you don't have the same mindset, you don't go to that school anymore, you don't work there anymore. its the routine i miss of old days. because you had your routine, then there were the happy deviations from the routine, like ditching class with mary or going to starbucks with hatsumi.
so its not that im afraid of change, i just miss the old days sometimes because it was all you knew and you got used to it. you knew things would change, but that was the way life was for you back them, if just for a short while.