more mtv-head thoughts

the kids on those mtv shows always say "it's my life; i can do what i want"
that is true only to a point. cuz if you want to be a good person, you
wouldn't do certain things cuz it will just alienate you from others.
kids are dumb. i was a kid, i was dumb, i am still a kid with certain
things which means i am still dumb with certain things.

i was thinking about that date definition too. cuz i went out to
dinner last night with a different old co-worker from la. i think i am
re-categorizing these as "dinners" insted of dates. like, "i went to
dinner just to see what was going on."
date is when two people really like each other and want to definitely
see where it is going or want to hook up. so far i have not been on
one of those since.

imu mlee happy cny