its 1:22pm 05/17/06...what are you doing?

i have just finished reading back mary xangas and im literally about to cry. do i miss her? i suppose i miss the old days.
sometimes i just want my life to stop after a good day. like, im done, ive had a good run, i dont want it to get hard or all go wrong from here.

like im tempted to just get on a plane and go. i just dont know where u guys are. why didnt i get on the plane with esther??
oh that's right, i had to take hatsumi to the airport. next week hatsumi is going to be in hk. will u guys still be there???

ill try to compose myself and go to work at 3pm. =sniffle=