i read a bunch of xanga/blogs/etc today. i even read john jay's. he didn't write anything interesting, but i figure he is busy finally being on track to being a fed agent. also, this one guy who i dont even know has a xanga and i havent read it in a long time. he finally got married. he had a very big 50,000 dollar wedding in nyc. yes, it does make me a bit wistful, but then i remember how long he had to plan it for and how much it cost and im like, eh. plus the girl planned everything, he barely knew what was going on half the time. a sweet part was when he said "she looked beautiful. i wasnt even listening to the minister".

i think i have a problem with balance in my life. like when i started at disney i had no time, cuz i was trying to get into the flow of things and be a good worker. then i started doing all those graveyards which threw my schedule off whack and i had not a lot of time where i wasnt sleeping or at work. then i met jon. then we got married. then i got that ritz job. and now the ritz and my career in hotels is over. so since a year ago its all been a blur. i guess i throw myself into things.

so i was thinking REAL ESTATE. cuz even if i go away to be a US consulate, i could always come back and do REAL ESTATE. i would have to learn a few new things cuz i would be rusty, but if i came back to the us there is something i could still do to make money. so i am looking into a certificate course in that now.

i saw a really cute snoopy ornament at hallmark today. it was 6.95 and it was one of those small ones not those big cartoony ones. i loved it, but we dont have a tree and im sure there are a million more cute ornaments in the world. ill look for the after christmas sale.

miko went with jon to waterpolo practice today. tomorrow he has games so he cant do that and i have to go work for jack so miko will be alone for like 4 1/2 hrs tomorrow. i think that's not too many hours.

ive been unemployed for 12 days...