i had to yell again. off the top of my head, i want to say i hate yelling, but i dont think i hate it. i hate the situations that drive me to yell...but yelling itself seems necessary to me sometimes. it seems like the hiding of things is endless. perhaps i should start hiding things. but this would only be okay if he is incapable of not hiding things. i have to make it even somehow. if u cant help but hide stuff, then i get to hide stuff. one would think some things are insignificant. but build up hundreds of thousands of insignificant little mistakes and you have yourself one big bank account of mistakes.

miko really likes to lay on the couch.

i really like my stendig wall calendar. its huge! i will try to take a digi pic and post it.

trying to read harry potter 4. scary!