i am totally glad that i will not be a permanent member of graveyard. i will work it sometimes but max 1 day a week. i will be working fri and sat this week though. nothing else is new except working graveyard but that is over now so onto the next new thing that will pop up.

u think that after u solve the current problem, life will just be ok. but something invariably pops up again. u dont think it will but it does. we should jsut know that stuff happens automatically. why is it like that i suppose? even now i feel like now that the last 2 dramatic things have ended recently its quiet now and on with a hum drum life. but u end up being caught in another case of unexpectedness and u just want it to end. even with boys. i feel like another one will never appear again and im done with them but one then does and youre like where did this come from. then it ends and u think the same thing 'oh boring life for me from now on' but it never is. do u think some people genuinely have boring lives? all the time? that would be crazy too. maybe normal to them IS boring and they are ok and they dont need stuff to happen to them to feel satisfied with life.

i guess the moral of the story is stuff will happen to you even if u think it wont ever again. it just will pop up